It is half two when I write this and already I have determined it will go onto the blog as written, with not even a spell check. After having a few days off writing, as I seem to be less than inspired and in a ridiculously long malaise, it is therefore the ultimate irony that all I do is dream of blogging.
Not just the actual art of blogging, but bloggers as well…even though I have only met two of you in real life I seem to dream of lots of others, of chats, meeting and also ideas for posts and all that and other general magical adventures that I can’t imagine happening. You know the type, where people in capes usually have them…the downside of this is that usually from around two in the morning it means my sleep is incessantly interrupted every five to fifteen minutes as I wake up and look at the clock and have non existent post ideas that are so elusive I can’t even remember them if some of them even existed.
The repetitious nature of all this is doing my head in…literally as well as metaphorically. It is with the utmost irony though that I realise I had a better written post thought out in my dreaming head than I actually do now that I am awake and committing it to computer screen.
I wouldn’t mind all this, as I’m a fairly easygoing chappie but it does seem to affect my overall day, concentration and general caring about stuff. As usual I’m not really sure where this post is going or indeed how to get out of this annoying (to say the least) situation so I shall keep pottering along until something happens to tip the balance.
An actual proper sleep(in the night-time) would be great and three would probably put me back on track so I must play the waiting game and see when the decline stops. It is a fascinating, if unconsciously sadistic experiment to be involved in and now I have had the ‘pleasure’ of noting my results, it would be awesome if I could get back to normal now.
Am I alone in this? For my sanity I hope not but perhaps I am….does anyone out there in Bloggaria have similar experiences or am I unique in being slowly driven crazy by the monster I have created…Rant over…I shall catch up with all your comments and blogs over the next couple of days…sweet dreams.